Friday, June 26, 2009

ouh :D

Rocket.

your my rocket..
bringing to me to see the life..
ouh how beautiful is it.
bringing me to see the love life..

it is wonderfull..
it is so wonderfull..

seeing the blue skies..
seeing you through the eyes..
how it goes the endless love..
ouh i wish be mine forever ouh love..
your my rocket..
rocket.. bring me to see..the love life..

boring bh. so i make this.haha. lols.

yeay ! going out ! with..hehe.
;D
and my bebs.. :D


:D


yeah. finally designed.. not actually designed. just like decorating it i guess.
lol.
:D
indie & retro style rocks bebeh ! :D
yeahhhhh:D
...

Monday, June 22, 2009

wow. :D



i love this song eh.:D

she's a mirian babes !:D

*bangga*

0.0

i miss my hubby




Cinta mu sungguh sempurna Ayang. :D

muahx ! i love you so damn fucking much !
no fuck2.hahaha.
joke2.:P


i love yahh !

Sunday, June 21, 2009


shit. i hate school now. fucktard.

i miss my hubby. :*


Saturday, June 20, 2009

your the part of the list.


ini satu kisah..
seorang budak perempuan .. nama .. ceeka.
mendapat seorang lelaki paling dia sayangi, azizi.
hati berdua2 remaja itu akan kekal selalma lamanya.
.the end.

:) hee :)

busan.busan.busan.
kebohsanan melanda atas aku.
kenapa?
tiada papa hendak dipolah.
perempuan ini hanya on9.
wahai laptop. kenapa engkau sungguh langging?
kebabian.
.___________.



yeah...T.T
I MISS YOU SO DAMN FUCKING FUCKING MUCH.
T.T

.___________.

your the part of the list on my life sayang .

Friday, June 19, 2009

humans.


woke up at 11:30.
happily saw his msj.
*eyyow cyg*
how sweet. :)
love yahh more than ever.

at my new house. xD
finaly have internet ! wuuhhuu ! D;
McFucktar


kinahh uploaded this pic . lol
me & her at marina bay.
Lol.

xD

shit. IMY HUBBY.
T.T

miss hugging him & more.
._________.

shittykittykaboom.

sayang..:(


i miss you hubby..:(

i love this time .. only you & me know.:)

I LOVE YOU.
:X

*tears on my laptop*
lols.

new school.


yeah. a new girl is coming to the Baru school.

weird. owkward. feeling uneasy over there.
:/

and some of the girls beside of my class keep calling me "eksen ".
here it goes. if i don't disturb your life, why should you?
me? sa dirik kck? urmm. nehh. not me at all.
how bout you ?
i got some words for you asshole.
LOOK INTO THE MIRROR.

preety ugly.

shit. i can't do anything with them.
to many rules .
omg.

.___.

fight? sure. but i can't
shitassholicassholebitchesacheapo.


neh. i don't even give a damn to them.
they keep calling me "eksen".
what's my reaction?

DONT EVEN GIVE A DAMN.
last2. x dilyn alu malu beb!

SEDAR .

AKU DI BARU. HATI JIWA KU TETAP DI STJOE KU

damn. i really miss my hubbby..
:(
hugging him and more is what i miss the most.
*tears*

._______.

i miss my old school.

i don't feel the feel of going to school anymore by going to that new school sometimes.
feeling uneasy with the surroundings.

shit. i really miss my hubby.
:(

._____________.

I LOvE YOU HUBBY Forever. :)in the same way :(


Sunday, June 14, 2009

yeay. HAHAD:

yeay. went out with my friends. lol.:)
soima , nie, henrieta , annabelle, amy.
fun eh . ;D

kakya jumpa jap ngn nya
hahaha. xD nya = him
lol. xD

soimaa. thx blanja makan kfc. *birthday *
ahhahahhahahha.

best kau ngalo mak kawu. hahaha.
xD

lols.

btw. saw *someone * that i hated so much there also.
how fun eh? *evil smile*

shes just keep watching me . OMG.
poke your eyes i wished to do eh. :)

Thursday, June 11, 2009

McFcukFace Fcuktar

cool eh? D:

cammonster.



one monster.
the cam monster. rawr.
nerd.
fuck you yeah for me being a nerd.
ahhahhahahahaahh.

._________________.
lols. too small.
fucktard.

va & me talking bout " SOMETHING"
2 balls.

.______________.

fun . ahhahahha.


i wonder if there's 2 balls wth it eh?

______________________
shut

shitty kitty kaboom boom.


hey . greetings to this bastard.
dont even try to steal "something"
from me. ok?

i've had enough. why suddenly you added me ?
neh. wateva.just approving you is not an appology accepted. oryte bitch?

urgh.i felt tired of being fake nicely to people who don't even try to appreaciate me when im nice to them or even kind to them.
it's just shit of you for not appreaciating me when i am nice or kindly to you.

not gonna be that girl anymore.
being my own self.
i don't give a fucking damn anymore.
nice or kind or mean.
wateveer. it's me. don't try to change me again.
._____________.
btw. thx 4 everything , "FRIEND".
for backstabbing me. for using me.
i ain't that girl anymore.

*sigh* is that frends anyway?

i am not like you, bitch.
too botchy too be true.

so what do you care if i had many boyfriends than girlfirends?
is it a crime ?
urr. wait.
NOT EVEN .

i've a lot of friends. girlfriends and boyfriends. both.
are you blind?
i guess you are.
poke your eyes out and put some nails in it.
mulut berbau.
kuat mengupat org !
ini lah sampah masyarakat.
suka mengumpat org .
adakah mereka cukup sempurna utk mengumpat org itu?
sila cermin dirimu dulu ok?

nobody's perfect lh babe. ko sa kck ? ok lah. fine.
kau kck. but then. hati kau yah kck ?
nope. nope at all.

sapa terasa. it's just the truth.


dah. malas mok layan org tepi parit kdk kau ya.

yg langsung x berguna
.....
x berguna ku nak lalek pasal kau. org x kenang budi. sialan.

CHEAPO.






i hate cheapo like you bastard who calls yourself "FRIEND"
i know who is my true friend lah wei.
fake ness of you.


my bebs are my friends.:)

_______________________________________




Wednesday, June 10, 2009

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration goneit's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

<3>


hawttttt !!
: 3

shirota yuu !
my boyyfrend. muahaha. joke2 syg.
hee.

xD
kck muka nya doe.
japanesse + spanish.
aahahahaha
x]

how bout me?
chinesse+malay+bidayuh
chimabi
ahhahahhahahhahha
cool.
xD

*thumbs up*

__________________________________________________________-

shut

cinta kita berdua.



cool eh. heee.:D
in malay version doee. :]

reminds me of him a lot.
:)

Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.


yeahh. i bought a new pillow.
CHEALSEA BEBEYHH !
:D
We say chealsea you say rock !
yeah yeah ow yeah bebeh.
ahahahhahahaha.:)

*shut*

ejattt. bujang ktk jat. hahahah.
bila maok kawen? kawen gak nun.
mek tauk sapa ktk nunggu.
hoohooohooohooohhooooohhoo.
-geng anti mr bean-

where's my prince? missing him damn much. :0

YOU ARE LOCKED IN MY HEART..............

_____________________________________

oh cinta ku .

bored at home.
onlining, sleeping, eating.
gain 1 kg . FUCK.
48 . SHIT !

imy. :/

If I know what love is, it is because of you.

:)
I youuuuu





watever major loser.

setiap detik jantungku ...ku sebut nama mu...kaulh jiwa ku..kn ku lakukn sglanya agar ku dpt cintamu

:) 
syg nya ehs. xD weeeeee~

went to parkson. ramai org. sesak nafas. 0.0
whaahahhahahhahahhahahhahahhahahahhaha.
btw. i hate the girls who laughs at me.
what? true ba wat. ompuan x sedar dirik.
muka kdk dayak. huuhh. tidak sedar dirik ! 
PAKAH. SHITNESS .
at least lah aku pakey simple. baju checkers ngn seluar skinny.
x juak antap ney.
x kdk nya. pakey skirt. kakya tights gik. baju ketat. baju vase gik. tabah rantey berbotol susu. 
let me tell what it is...............
ANTAPNESS LAH BABE ! 

dah. malas mok anok gik.dasar tidak menyedar dirik. pekk pekk nesss...
x guna mok melayan miak kdk yah. 

yeye!! beli buku baruuuuuu. weeee.
0.0 nerds . wat? doesn't mean i don't like to study that i don't like to read books right?:P

"cerita tentang kita "
yeahh. best2. ahhaha.xD

fuucckkk. mummyyy. i want to go out with my bebehs!!!!.
grr.
wish that my mom let me. x( wuuuuu.
wuwuwuwuw.xD
*wishing *

*sigh*.. i hate those fucking rumors..
pathetic people with no brains i guess.
:)

IDIOTICASSHOLIC.
.____________.

i wonder why so many people tegur me at parkson.
._____________.
actually. don't know their names.

just "hi"
hahahhaha.lol.

WTFGTHSHTWATEVWMLDIGADGFY

xD

want me to translate?
watthefuckgotohellshitwateverwatevermajorloserdontgiveadamngofuckyourself.

hentam jak.hahahaaahahaha.
_________________________
shut.



" your my rainbow syg.<3"

Monday, June 8, 2009

rindu . rindu . rindu.



masa di marudi. wuwuuww.:P


nice bah the cake kan?
nice and preety .wuuuu.

rindu rindu. 
i miss my kazen there. wuuu.

btw. *sigh * i miss my syg damn much. :/ 
sheit. wuhuuu. x(

-I HEART YOU-

kredit ku sibai. ckit alu. ishh. cibai.
i hate *org kuning*. = digi nok buntuk yah.

chanrge ku jak2.
maka ku kejapjak kol. alu dipotong nya mahal2. 
molah ku ngempas tpon.
*BOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM*

that's the beautiful sound of my phone smashed by me.
smashed phone anyone?wanna join? :)
boom chaka chaka boom.

._______.
fuckofyoubastardwhorebitchassholebitchfucktard.
oh yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. 




Boredom stricks.

happy birthday to my abg angkat, ejat. :)
tua dah ktk jat.. leh kawen dah gak.hahahahah.
:P joke joke.

*american pie* tauk2 lah pa maksud ya jat. whahahahah.
happy birthday jat. :) happy2 selalu. boh angol2 ngn ompuan.ahaha.:)
hee. bait gilak tak jat. salu nolong mek.wuu.hahaha.
pasal fuck yah.hahaha.tauk2 lah sapa fuck yah. tinggal rah peysau. tusyen sri maju. kedak mr bean. muka x malu. ahhahahahahhahahahahhahahhahahahhahaha.
tauk2 lah. xD 

*5inci*

xD

as usually, mummy wakes me up at 6:30.
slamming the door.
me? making my hideous fucking face when people wakes me up in the morning.
muahhahahahahhahaha.
AND I HATE IT A LOT.
______________________________________________________________________________________


and then.. without caring what my parents say.. i went to sleep again. and now, it's about 11 something i woke up.
hahahhahahhhahahaha.
fun. :D

btw. lot of people texted me.

messages :

Soima : pegi jalan maok?
Ahza: uyt ! mek pegy miri aie ! 
Arissa: jalan juh. hee.
Amy : Anna nak kemeh. wahhahahah. 

after few seconds replying... *TUT TUT .. TUT TUT..*
*my bro throwing the pillow at me *
me : WHAT ??!!! IT's JUST A MASSAGE IDIOTIC !!!!!!! JUST GO TO SLEEP LAHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok.. i know i had a bad mood when people waking me up in the morning.. ohh.. EARLY MORNING.
let me bold it..

EARLY MORNING. 

fun messaging with him last night. till 12 ..almost 1 am in the morning already. 
:O

mummyyyy !!! I WANT TO SHOPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>____________________________________________________<


:)
i Love ( opposite ) my stomach madly growling.
grr.
=,=

does anyone have a preety face with and ugly heart?
xD
i bet i know who it is.
LOL.

._______.

rawr.






Sunday, June 7, 2009

gawaiiiiiii.


went to marudii. :)

funn. small town but nice ehh.
the fresh air, the beautiful sea, the murah kedai runcit. hahahahhaha. :P
true bah what. cheap.
i <3 size="2">this background.
kmk syg ktk.
lol. .______.

going back and going to marudi using car .. wow..
it feels like ur ass wants to burn .

lol.
my brother: maok berak.
me: diam.
*puttt*
me: cibai. u fart ! shit u !
my brother: told yah. i want to berak. u marah2.
pa gik lah.
me: cibai.
*puttt*
me: babi kau ! kentut gikkk ! arghhhhh.

*frustrated* bukak window keta jak.

bau..eeee.

farting brother. grr..____..
and btw. i have a good newsss !!!!
i punched my cousin ! wuuuuu.x D
lol.
fun eh.hahhahahahahhaha.merah muka. wakkakakaka
ilek2.hehe.

BTW ..............................

i saw this .. omgaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.



ouhhh yeahh. the cutest boy in jonas brother.
yeah.. the center of them.
shit.
omgahhhh....
*kecewa*

aduh..kdk gay. wuu.
is okay. still having his cute face. nuahahhaha.xD
i guess now he knows how does it feels wearing those tights and high heels. xD
lol.



i <3 this vedeo. :)
fuck eh. i sing at marudi that day at my aunt's wedding.
lol.
maluu. wuu. my cousin play the guitar.
im the vocalist.
singing this song.huhu.
:)
wahh. ramey org clapping eh. hehe. suk*

xD

but.. my cousins voices are better than mine.
grrr.
adik mira: faizal tahir
mira: agnes monica (half) , misha omar.
aris : caprice vocalist.
gya lah sora daknya.
huhu. :P

terer2. huuu. *molah muka jeles*

oh ! HAPPY GAWAIII EVERYONE !!!
.__________________.

*ngajat*