i hope

i hope that we could be happy
i hope we could be the same
i hope that we could be forever
i hope that you still love me
i hope...
you will change to urself.

Every changes, it respons. every changes have effects on relationships in anything.

I just missed the old you.
=|

when it rains

Exam past, And i can't do any of it.
Why are you still clouding in my mind? please go away, you've hurt me million and thousands of times. and you Broked me.

Go away.
please, i begged you. please go away from my heart. :((

Cilakak itu budak.
Aku geram betul kalau orang buat cerita pasal aku.
takpa, Aku tak nak mention siapa budak cilakak itu.
Percaya lah kitakorg dgn crita crita pau nya? hahaha, lol.
Mulut org yg tidak puas ati dgn aku pun ktkorg mok dgr?
ok,let's see.
you've start the fire, ok. i will help to make it bigger ok??

SERIOUSLY, i'm confused. Help me?

palak hutak kau

help me

Jika ini takdir ku.

Dulu kau katakan kau cinta padaku,
kau jadi sang penjanji tidak meninggali ku,
akan mencintai ku selama lamanya.
kini,kau bersama yg lain
kini, kau menghina aku yang begini.

apa salah aku mencintai dan kotakn janji ku ini?
mencintai mu hingga ke hujung hayat ku.
kerna mu, ku begini.
Kerna mu, ku tak tahu ke mana tuju.

Dolok mdh ktk syg mek,bukan main sumpah sumpah,kait ngn mati,
niboh gya mun x pndey nyimpan janji,
mun tak nangga,mesti ktk mrh,sorry lah, dh mun tok luahan hati mek.
Tok jak pkey mek luahkn pasaan mek ,melalui melodi dan lirik lagu yg mek cipta key ktk.
ingat mek mseh,ktk dolok mdh,ktk syg mek smpey mati,smpey mati memisahkan kita,ok, kmk cyk.
tpi x juak ke cne2.
mdh kmk cinta terakhir,aik?pa gik da bru oh?
Ntahlah juak,memana ktk, dh hak ktk pa nak molah , kmk dh xpat nak mdh pa gik kn?

xpalah, biar lah terserah ke allah.
ku lepaskn dirimu, oh cinta pertama ku. goodbye. :(

don't you forget

i was there for you when you needed me.
i was the one who told you i love you always when you feel alone.
i was the one who saved you from the loneliness and tears.
i was the one who loved you.
and you threw me away.
Is ok,i forgive you & always do.
Goodbye oh first love. imy..

New life, Let's have fun. maybe it's time for me to stop thinking about my love life. it hurts.
i need to spend more time when my babes and friends.
I shouldn't be my self all the time , i realise.
heart, you are injurt. Let someone fix you.
ok?

is ok.i'll be ok.
Sick lately and busy. Sorry. :)

shit

YOU BROKE MY HEART.
THANKS FOR PLAYING ON ME.
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
YOU MAKE ME TRUST EVERYTHING YOU TOLD AND SAID AND FUCKINGLY PROMISE.
YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU LOVE ME. BEFORE I WAS HAPPY. YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU LOVE ME. THEN I SMILED PROUDLY AND HAPPILY ON THE PHONE. IT WAS THIS WEEK. I REMEMBER. AND I HEARD WHAT HAPPENED ON WEDNESDAY . AND YES, I WAS PISSED OFF. I WON'T FORGIVE YOU. I WON'T CONTACT YOU. I WON'T KNOW YOU AS ANYTHING OR WHOM. JUST SOMEONE I KNOW. BUT NOT ANYTHING.

YOUR A LIAR. I TRUSTED YOU . I TRUSTED YOU TO MUCH.
AND I GET THIS PIECE OF SHIT.

THANK YOU OH FIRST LOVE FOR MAKING MY LIFE CRUSH INTO PIECES

Shit happens

I never knew that first love would hurt a lot.
i never knew that you would leave me.
i never knew that you would not love me anymore.
i never knew... you broke our promises...

What has happened to us?
is it all are just lies or your beautiful words so that i would fall in love with you deeply like this till i can't let you go ?

I need you to know. even i'm not the one that you in love with no more, the one that you loved .
is ok, i am ok with that. but you need to know, i still love you with all my heart.
i know that you wouldn't have a big smile reading this or even a laughter, maybe a angryness in ur heart or whatever.
Idon't care, i can't keep anything to myself.
it is to ... full.

I was crying each night. to remember you.
i was crying each night.just to feel your presence.
i was crying each night. just want to let everything go from my heart.
but not ...
YOU.

I just wish that everything would go back.
but. maybe it's reality, you would not.
:(

And that's the hardest thing that i ever accept.
you wouldn't.

My love ones

Azizi
This is the top of the list, Even his my ex, i do still love him even nya x anggap ku lebih dri kwn gik. ku mseh syg nya dgn sepenuh hati aku. ;) even he hates me, doesn't love me kh, any particular reasons, i still love him with all my heart. i promise.

Latif
Nya byk tolong aku. Ingat ku mseh, ku soh nya agak pujut adong.lelah nya crik zz. smpey ke mlm. x jumpa2. hehe. sorry tip aa. ktk lah kazen plg bait yg penah mek ada. ;) hehe.

Yen
My abg angkat, Byk tolong aku juak. hehe. Thanks yen, sbb tolong mek hariya so that pat jumpa ngn zz. Sma situasi kta , yen. Just sbr k? I hope nya akan kembali ke ktk . so do i was hoping him to come back to me. ;) ktk lah miak kedua tegur mek rah skolah time mek bruk msok ke skolah dolok.
Pearl
My sis nok sama sekolah ngn aku time ku skolah stjoe. hehe. nya byk tolong aku bila ku susah senang. Nya lah selalu berik ku smangat. i felt love when i'm with her. i love you sis.

nana
I love you babe. ko lah gerek pepek ku plg ku syg ;)

Athirah
I love her. Nya pun hidup serupa ngn aku.that's why nya faham aku.Bila ku susah, nya lah tolong aku. aku syg nya glak2.. Nya dh kdk kakak aku dikpun juak. ;)

Azimah
my bebeh. I love you & i miss you. Thanks for helping mek lmk tok.
Zayid
My abg angkat.
:DElys
I love her. ;)

haslin
I love you babe. Ktk kdk adik angkat mek . mek ingat mseh kta kenal time kta tusyen tepi skolah dp dolok. selalu lepak sma. :) selalu share stories. mek plg selesa bila ktk ngn mek. seriously.

Sorry if Gambar some of you people ku x engkah.you know who you are that i love. ;)

I was seeing his Adik angkat Fb. she wrote, love a. i just kept quite and shed my tears watching. Is she in love with him? i know who is the a. don't worry. it's easy. hurm. Babe, ku xsngka ko gya ngn aku. ko mkn kawan dikpun. thanks. then i saw his abg angkat's blog. i guess, zz is so important to him. so do zz . and i was reading his blog. maybe, i am not anymore important to him. even he is important to me. is ok. i accept it. *shedding tears