hopeless.

im feeling soo sooo DISSAPOINTED OF MYSELF!
:(
i've feel so bersalah doing the mistake in our routine just now in marching..
i badly wanted to perform just now.. :( but then, i did some wrong steps..
emm..i dissapointed myself and even others..
i tried the best. but why don't i do it properly just now?
i wanted to cry just now coz i did wrong..

i really wanted wanted to perform..
until about 1 hour i was bla-bla-ing " I want to perfrom !!"
until ogy say " stop saying that. before my hand will stay on ur face".
me: no matter what. i still want to perform. i want to try my best.

but whyy i did the wrong mistakes !!?? OMG !!

:(
why can't i do it? damn. i really wanted to not dissapointed them and even me..
but i did.
:( i feel wanna cry while i was marching just now.. :(

i will try my best next time. i don't want make them dissapointed just like this.
i noe they tried their best to help us .. but it make me feel so " bersalah".
all of the hard work , all of the sweats. :(

hmmph.. me and jen and manselin realease our sadness and went to parkson.
shit. we saw a lot of nice dresses. they were talking bout "band night"..
me/ junior doesn't know anything bah.hahahaha.
seems fun . :P

feeling sorry for them..:( coz we dissapointed them..:(

emm..:(

btw, congrats to KEOGAN ! wuhhuuu !:D..